Lyrics

I wish that I could believe
That I am worthy of love
I wish that I could have a little faith
That there's a God above
But people are cruel
The world is cold
It chills me to my bones
The more I live
The more I realize
There's no reason for growing old
I've been here for fifty long years
Still haven't found a purpose for my life
So hard to feel anything real
With this sickness in my mind
I know that you won't understand
But it's hard to feel like a man
With all these voices inside my head
Telling me that I can't
And all my fear
Keeps me hiding here
From what's outside the door
Don't know my place
But I would miss your face
If you weren't around anymore
It's hard sometimes
To look in your eyes
And see the pain caused by my doubt
If I could you know that I would
Reach right in and tear it out
I wish that I could believe
That I am worthy of your love
But if I was arrogant
And thought that I was heaven sent
I think that you'd have given up
What I'm trying to say is
I'm sorry that I was born this way
And that I'm glad
So very glad
That you think I'm good enough.